yay, it's alive.. again. everytime i start up again i say i'm going to keep doing it, and i always forget. let's see what happens this time.

143 new background & lj picture. my eyes are closed + i'm holding my camera, story of my life.

so yeah, everythings been pretty good i'd say. i got into all my colleges, i only have to wait for fairfield. i think i'm gonna go to quinnipiac university though. it's gorgeous and it's just perfect. <3 i love it.

speaking of perfect, matt's good too. :) i really don't know how i got so lucky to have someone like him in my life. he always know what to say to brighten up my day and put a smile on my face. it sucks that we don't go to the same school, but it makes me even more excited everytime i see him. :)

i guess it's around senior year that you really see who your friends are and it's your last chance to make new friends in high school. i just started getting close with jake. it's awesome. i feel like i can relate to him and that we've been friends for more than a month. (maybe longer? i dont think so though.)

also, i've gotten really close with kt mac too. she's one of matt's best friends from sachem & i actually think she's one of the coolest people i've ever met. i feel like she's someone that i could talk to for hours and feel like it was 10 minutes. we just understand eachother a lot. it's a really cool friendship & we're going on a shopping date on thursday. yay :).

friday night was awesome & i love hanging out with lee and matt together. and we totally owned steff dee & rhino at car destroying. heheh check the pictures under "this is war" for more details. oh and yeah, that's why my car has lotion spots all over it. :-p

alright, that's enough for now. maybe tomorrow i'll write again. later. ;)

mood: weird

1. Been kissed: uh huh
2. Done drugs: nah
3. Eaten an entire box of Oreos: of course
4. Eaten Sushi: absolutely not
5. Been on stage: yeees
6. Been dumped: yeaa
7. Had someone be unfaithful to you: noope
8. Gotten in a car accident: not me being the driver *knock on wood, but yeees.
9. Watched Punky Brewster: heard of it, can't say i've watched it.
10. Watched the Smurfs: ooook yes.
11. Hiked a mountain: naah
12. Stayed home on a Saturday Night, just because: yesyes
13. Seen the White House: nooope
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Either/Or
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14. Cold or hot: hot. summer<3.
15. Lace or Satin: saaatin
16. Blue or Red: blue
17. Rain or Snow: snow. :) unless theres like 3 feet. then that sucks.
18. Give or Receive: boooth
19. Wool or Cotton: cotton; wools kinda skeevy.
20. Rose or daisy: roseeee.    *sunflower. :)
21. Private school or Public school: public all the way.
22. Chocolate Milk or Plain Milk: i think i'd hafta go with chocolate milk
23. Celsius or Farenheit: Farenheit
24. Spring or Fall: sprriiinngg. my birthdaay
25. History or Science: science, i guess?
26. Math or English: english. :D
27. Alternative or Country: alternativeeeee
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Opposite Sex
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29. Do you like someone right now from the opposite sex:  nuh uh ;)
30. Do they know: yeees he doess.
31. What do you look for in a woman or man: ooook.  eyes, smile & personality.
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Your Friends
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33. Who's your funniest friend: deanna petrucci.
34. Who makes you laugh/smile the most: aaaaaaall of them.
35. Who do you e-mail the most: coach joe!  ..who is the only person i email.
36. Who's the loudest: christina maaaaaaayerrrrr
37. Who's the shyest: if she doesn't know you, lisa. but if she does, she's probably one of the loudest. <3
38. Whose parents do you know the best: steff or amandas.  whattup dr crew. <3

39. Who are you jealous of: noooboddddddy. and thats a lie.
40. Who has the best room: nottt sure.
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Within the last 24 hours
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41. Had a serious talk: yeees
42. Hugged someone: mhm

43. Gotten along with your parents: yeppp
44. Fought with a friend: nahh
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Do you like to
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45. Give hugs: uh huh :)
46. Give back rubs: yyees
47. Take walks in the rain: absolutely
49. What color is your floor/carpet in your room: wood floor.
50. What was the last CD you bought: buying cds? nah. but i really want the gavin degraw cd.

52. Do you use chapstick: ohh yeah.
53. What did you do this summer: wtf. i'd be here forever, but yeah you know the usual. beach; being lazy, working @ akids, friiiendss

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54. Gender: 100% GirLy GurL            ..i couldn't help myself from going back into 8th grade.
55. Age: 17
56. Nicknames: everyone basically calls me aud.      ..or chinky. ya know.
57. Hair color: dark brown
58. Eye color: bluee
59. Skin tone: eh?
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Which one of your Friends????
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60. Is most likely to grow up to be a model: deanna petrucci. absssssoolutely

61. Which one knows most about you: steff
62. Is most likely to become a comedian: brian retus
63. Have you known the longest: steff? kaitlin? lindsay? <3
64. You know most about: i'd say steff
64. Who will send this back the quickest: who knows.
65. Best Friends: sgvst. :)
66. Is the smartest: my group of friends is generally all the same.
67. Most likely to end up in jail: hahah. i dunno
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Favorites
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68. Food: anything italian :) :).

69. T.V. Show: one tree hill <3<3    +dawson's creek of course 
70. Drink: vitamin water  *yellow/energy. :)
71. Movie: i change it every 5 seconds. but the notebook and mean girls are my current favs. :)
72. Actor: ben affleck? eh. i dunno. densel washington is good too.
73. Actress: julia roberts
74. Restaurant: baajassssss.
75. Place to be: depends who's there. ;)
76. Song: not too sure. i'm obsessed with gavin degraw & i love autumn's monologue.
77. Singer/Group: lots
78. Sport: soccer :-d

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Have you ever
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81. Been to a concert: yeees
82. Been in a different country: whatttuppp dr/bahamas. :D
83. Loved someone so much it made you cry: roar.
84. Cheated on a test: honestly, who hasn't.          *especially if you take french.
85. Smoked: nah
86. Bought something and then saw it cheaper somewhere else: yes. i hate that.
88. Stalked someone: naaaaah. actually. hahaha when steff lee & i went to roosevelt we stalked this guy. :P
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Love
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89. Single or taken: taaaaaken.
90. Who was or is your biggest crush: he knows. :)
91. If you could go out with anyone who would it be:   <3<3.
92. Have you had a lot of bf's/gf's: nah.
93. Have you ever had an online relationship: no, that's retarded.
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Other
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94. What is your worst habit: picking my cuticles when i'm nervous. fjdsf;lkdsf
95. What gets you really mad: a few specific things.
96. Scariest moment: 
97. Happiest moment: looots. :)
98. Do you curse too much: depends. not usually too bad.
99. What do you feel about homosexuals: they're fine
100. Do you dress like a slut/prep/snob/sporty/or just plain normal: i guess if someone had to put a label on it, they'd say preppy.
101. Are you a hottie with a body or a cutie with a booty: neeeeeither. awesome.
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102. When was the last time you showered: last nightt
103. What color pants do you on have right now: black
105. What is the last thing you said: i was singing song lyrics.
106. What is right next to you: my soccer bag
107. What is your computer desk made of: wood
108. What was the last thing you ate: leftovers from cheesecake factory <3
109. If you were a crayon what color would you be: ORANGE. :)
110. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with: im not getting married. hahah end of story.
111. Do you have a lava lamp: haha yeah i do actually. weiiird.
112. How many buddies do you have on your list: i have a million categories aaand i'm not counting them.
113. How's the weather right now: cold. >:O.
114. What did you do last night: went to the cheesecake factory with some laaadies & then hung out in the sbucks parking lot. surprise surprise.
115. Is it possible that their is anyone sexier than Patrick Foth: yes.

116. Last person you talked to on the phone: liser beth
118. Who do you admire most: probably my mom. i'm suuuch a nerd.
119. Fave Nsyncer: JTIMBERRRR. i'm kidding, jc always had nice eyes though.
120. Do you like the person that sent this to you: uh huh.
121. What is the nicest present you've gotten this year: sunflooowers. :)
122. How do you eat an Oreo: pull the cookie part, then eat the side that got the most creme. :)
123. Fav M&M: whattup skittles.
124. Who makes you happy:  <3 :) friends & thee boy.
125. Fave CD: at the moment, gavin degraw/the 90's cd kim made :D
126: Height: 5'6'' woooo
127. Siblings and their ages: deanna; 22.
128. What do you like to do: friends, soccer, fun <3.
129. Are you a loser: yeeeea i am. :)
130. Dream car: :D i love my mazda tribute. :) :)
131. Have you ever won any special awards: yeah, so i got the fastest typer in the school award in 9th grader? yeah, i know you're all impressed.
132. What do you want to be when you grow up: teacher/guidance counselor.
133. What are your future goals: cooollege
134. Fave music: aaaaanything

oh whattup journal, i've missed ya, i'm not gonna lie.

i'm definitely not gonna be able to keep up with this as much as i did over the summer, but that's ok. :) i'll update sometimes.

i'm missing the summer to death. and being in the hot weather.

how many days until i go to dominican republic? i think i'm gonna hafta calculate that a little later.

i also miss how working at abercrombie was so much fun over the summer and working 45 hours a week was routine. the people were absolutely incredible there. now it's kinda like ..ugh. i'm surrounded by girls that have way too much makeup layered on their faces & unless i'm working with matt vinny kristin janelle joy or steff; it's not as good as it used to be. oh yeah, and i miss ally smith. she was seriously one of the coolest people ever. & meghan. <3 ohh my abercrombie homegirls.

schools good. ya know. it's schooly.

soccers getting better. things are coming together and i hope we make it really far this year. i can't believe this is my last freaking year of school soccer. i'm gonna miss it like craaazy. <3.

we had a senior night a few weeks ago and it was just absolutely awesome. so many different personalities and everyone getting along. such a good freaking night; i'm not gonna lie.

"jackieee?! who wants to beat you up!? i can takeeeeee emmmmm!!!!"                ..very.drunk.dp

"deannnaaa!! i got ya back!      ..somebodys just gotta hold my beerrrrrrrrrrrr"    -cm. <3

yep. that line just says so much.

i don't think i'm gonna put the link to this journal on my profile because if anyone wants to read it, they'll find it somehow.

ah.

so yeah, this boy named matthew tinari; he's a big loser. ;) aand he's so awesome. and he's really good at soccer. and even though he's from sachem he's still super cute. :) 

<3.

tiiime for me to go finish up this gym essay. pathetic.

gnight guys. : )

____Love?_______
[x] love: is awesome; but hurts.
[x] first love: yup.
[x] love or lust: love.
[x] best love song: konstantine-something corporate.
[x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person at the same time: no.
[x] when love hurts, you: try to make it stop.
[x] true or false: all you need is love: love from a lotta different people; but true.
[x] is there such thing as love @ first sight: i don't believe in it.

mood: hungry music: new american classic.

[PART I] About You...
+ Name: Audra
+ sex: female
+Age: 17
+ Location: smithtown
+ Religion: catholic
+ Height: 5'6" :)
+ Shoe Size: 8-8.5
+ Hair color: dark brown
+ Eye color: bluuue
+ Fears: after scary movies theres no helping me.

[PART II] Have You Ever...
+ Peed your pants? not that i remember. probably though.
+ Cheated on someone? never.
+ Fallen off the bed? hahah of course. 100% spaz.

+ Fallen for a relative? gross.

+ Had plastic surgery? naaah.
+ Broke someone`s heart? i hope not.
+ Had your heart broken? mhm.
+ Had a dream come true? very much so.
+ Done something you regret? yes.
+ Cheated on a test? of course, who hasn't?
+ Broken a body part? nah. knock on wood =-O

[PART III] Currently
+ Wearing? a white tank top & my black comfy pants that i wear 24/7.
+ Listening to? tbs - new american classic.
+ Eating? nothing. hahha that's a first
+ Feeling? nauseous.       [spellcheck]
+ Reading? this thinger.
+ Located? family room. or den or whatever the hell you call it.
+ Chatting with? it's 920 in the morning. only insane people are up ..which is kristin. <3
+ Watching? nada
+ Craving? baageeeellssss

+ Should REALLY be doing? getting ready for work

+ McDonald's or Burger King? weendys
+ Mexican or Italian food? italian forever.
+ Lights on or off? mmm. how off :[
+ Candy or soda? caaandy.
+ Pepsi or Coke? diet coke. <3 

mood: confused music: tbs.

lots of change has been happening lately. some good, some bad & some i don't wanna talk about publicly.

i've been working at abercrombie kids like crazy lately. 6 days a week and a scheduled 30 hours. ..which really turns into what 40? yea. but there's no complaining. i absolutely adore the people that i work with. especially matt & vinny. you both are awesome and i'm so happy i met the both of you. my favorite managers kenny + eric got promoted to the adult store. i miss them a lot i'm not gonna lie. we got kenny's girlfriend though, jeanelle. she's such a sweetheart. i love her<3.

i had a big change in my life too. it's confusing because i would have never guessed things would end up like this, but i know i made the right decision. i don't want to talk any further about it on this thing.

the newest taking back sunday cd is amazing. no questions asked.

seniors are starting to leave for college. i think i'm seriously in denial. watching the girls that i've grown up with move onto college is such a scary thought. meghan garrity is leaving tomorrow. :( ..or today in 2 hours. thank you for being such an awesome big sister to me on sgvst. you always know how to make people laugh & i'm gonna miss you so much meg. <3

i don't know what the hell i'm gonna do when everyone else starts leaving. jen's on the 28th. ;(. another girl that's been a real sister to me. thank you for being such a good role model for me to look up to & i know you'll do great at scranton. and christina at oneonta. and britt at cobleskill[slaughtered the spelling on that one] and jamie at gettysburg and jessy at the college of new jersey and cara at geneseo and lauren at st.joes and mal at molloy and nicole at drexel. <3. phew. i think i got most of sgvst in there.

smithtown girls varsity soccer team 2003 forever.

ah.

time to get some sleep now. goodnight everyone. <3

mood: bouncy

alright so i think i'm gonna do this thing where you pick 15 people from your friends list and write about them without saying who it's about. i think i'm only gonna do 10. k cool. :)

1. it's a shame we grew apart after being close for so long. i really miss you and if i could go back and change things i would. you'll always be someone i know i can truly depend on forever.

2. another one i've basically grown up with. we didn't like eachother at first because you stole my best friend. hahaha, good days. haha nah but this girl makes me laugh to no end with the crazy things her and her sidekick come up with. we've had some deep talks along the way and i know i can count on you to give me awesome advice.

3. i really didn't like you very much until this year. you've grown up and realized that you don't have to live in someone else's shadow to be liked. you've turned into a completely awesome person and i'm really happy that we're friends.

4. i started getting close to you through another person and you're more like a sister to me now. i really look up to you in so many ways and admire how strong you are.

5. there were times that i thought you were selfish & i really thought things had taken a turn for the worse in our friendship. although we've had our lows, there have been a lotta good memories that make me know our friendship really means something.

6. ah. i have a very unique friendship with this person because i know that no matter how little we talk, the second we start up again it'll feel like the good old times. you've got an amazing personality & a great sense of humor. one day i know you'll end up famous with that voice of yours. <3 ;)

7. how can i say this without making it completely obvious? screw it. you've been my best friend for as long as i can remember and i know that a friendship like this can never be broken. we've been through our ups & downs, but we know that it's only made us stronger. i know that even when we go to collge we'll stay as close as we are now and you'll always be my other half.

8. i barely know this person but what i do know, you're such a sweet girl and you seem like you genuinely care about people. i don't see one ounce of fakeness in you & that's such a great quality to have. bravo.

9. man i love this girl. she thinks so low of herself when she really shouldn't. i tell her all the time that she's gonna be a model because she's absolutely beautiful. she's got such a great personality that takes her much farther than she'll ever give herself credit for.

10. cutest girl in the world<3 and the smallest. haha i don't hang out with you on a regular basis but i always have a good time in your company. band concerts & memorial days wouldn't be the same without ya.

if you think you're one of the 10 people on this, then have a party leaving guesses as comments. ;)

mood: tired music: dave matthews.

hey guys. life's been pretty good. <3 steff finally came home from south carolina and she's tan. (!!) i'm proud of her. :)

yesterday i had work @ abercrombie kids and it was a lotta fun. working there is awesome and i'm getting more hours. <3 *36 next week. i'm pumped.

last night kristin lee steff and i were gonna hang out with some people some abercrombie but it was getting late and i think kristin and lee ended up hanging out with them a little later. we'll find another day when we can hang out earlier. woooo.

so steff came over last night after our soccer game (yeah, we lost 2-0 when we were playing 11 v. 7) ;(. sucks but we got first place in leagues. hell yeaaa smithtown. <3.

anyway, we just hung out and watched american beauty. the whole entire thing too. neither of us fell asleep and it was 2am. aren't you impressed? ;)

i had a good conversation with greg's little sister olivia last night too. i love that family so much and i feel like olivias my little sister and christina's another older sister to me. <3.

*i miss my barrage sister jen though </3. im gonna miss you so freaking much.

:) and today we just got our big tv delivered. it's not one of the ones that are waaayyy too big for a certain room though, it looks nice. :)

i'm really excited because i'm getting a desk and the computer is coming up to my room because my parents are proud that i have a good job. :) yaaaayyy.

i think i'm gonna go get bagels with lee & kris and then get my physical for soccer. looovely. :\. i'm definitely a nerd and praying that i don't have to get any shots.

i think i'm gonna hang out with greg later. smile. :) <3. ah so happy. :D.

*laters.

mood: chipper music: naaaddaaa

hey world.

last night was preettty cool. besides the 10 pounds of rain that mother nature kindly threw at long island.

lee kris & i went to will's partay for a little after lee got outta work. it was a fun time. hahah watching everyone get drunk & high is absolutely hysterical i'm not gonna lie. <3.

so yea.

steff get the hell home ok? i really mean it. like now.

kristin & leelee are leaving for hawaii soon. i thought 10 days was bad for kristin, but then i think a full month for lee. </3. man im gonna miss my pyscho best friends.

ash & kai are going away too ;(. they're off to california. lucky girls.

& wooo. guess what? i totally cracked the code to ashley's profile. <3 uh huh. i'm proud of myself. :). i'm the biggest nerd ever.

greg came home today. :D smiiillleeeeee. i missed that loser a lot. :)

tonight greg & i went to starbucks at like 1030 & met kristin and lee there. but dan laura jackie and danny were there tooo. john was supposed to but he's too cool for us. jjjkkk. but yeah then greg and i decided to just go back and hang at his house since we were both tiiireddd.  <3<3.

and here i am chattin away on the computer to christooophherrr hotzak & ash.

i miss chris. i haven't hung out with him that much this summer. ;( i'm really happy that things are working out for him though, he totally deserves it.

it better be nice out tomorrow, all this rain's making me sad. :(. i'm in need of the sun & a good beach day. mmm.

..and also sleep.

so i'm gonna jet.  goodnight guys.

mood: energetic music: incubus.

hey there. just felt like writing. sorry about the last entry, i know it was a little too emo to read.

i'm a little bit bored right now, so i figured i'd get this thing started again. i even changed the colors and background & all. it's orange & i love it. :).

so yeah, just got home from a summer league game. we won 1-0, but had to do sprints after because we really didn't play well. boooo.

so i ended up going to montauk with the d'espositos from only friday-sunday. the weather wasn't really that good until sunday, but it was still a lotta fun. <3<3. it always is with that fam. :). i love them. i can't wait for greg to come home tomorrow though. i missss him. :)

kai ash steff & i made this elwood soocer team and we're gonna play in the 'score at the shore' tournament with them. i'm really excited and scared out of my mind to be playing in the nation's biggest college showcase. yikes.

ah. i'm skipping all over the place. sorry guys, i'm just writing what i can remember.

i hung out with kris & lee last night and most of today. what a funny night. *make that threeeee. good times, good times.

i miss steff. she's in south carolina. i know, who gets up and leaves randomly for south carolina? the wallman family. <3 ah, that's why i love them as much as i do.

time for me to go shower though.

sweet misery ox:     i only shower on wednesdays

lilhunny21:      you're definitely my idol.

hahah oh how i miss that girl to death.

mood: melancholy music: evanescence.

ah god. i just finished reading someone's journal, no name mentioned, and it's really sad. jenna knows who i'm talking about. i hope this girl feels better & things work out for her because she sounds like a really good person that doesn't deserve to be suffering the way she is.

it's been raining a lot lately and it's a good thing and a bad thing. it gave me a chance to finally clean out my drawers and get myself organized. i miss the sun though, please come back soon. you make me happy. :).

i've been getting a lot more hours at abercrombie kids than when i first started. i'm really excited about that.  but i like the people i work with a lot, they're all really open minded and it's awesome.

last night i worked from 5-12. and it was supposed to be 5-10. it was an unexpectedly long and a not-so-good night for me. i was walking outside to my car with my manager and a guy i work with and i saw a truck that looked like steffs right next to mine. then her and greg came up behind me. they said they were getting scared because they didn't know where i was and my mom was getting nervous too. i know i say it a lot but i'm really lucky to have them in my life. sometimes i think they know me better than i know myself.

it's not often that i get really down, but when i do, it really sucks.

i think it's one of those times right now.

my dad has just been all over me because i missed a summer soccer game and we lost that one. so he blames me for it. and it's not even like i missed the game because of a stupid reason, i had a doctors appt for my surgery in december. it's just not fair, so many people just don't show up and i feel like i'm the only one getting in trouble for it. and then he whips out the whole "you're getting out of shape" deal when i go to the gym, run on my own, and play soccer twice a week. i can never win.

then i found out that i'm missing almost all of the evanescence concert that i've been dying to go to since bring me to life came on the radio. why? because we have a summer league game. and of course we're playing sachem. if anyone plays smithtown sports, you'd know what i mean when i say i can't miss a game vs. sachem. that's not even all of my dad though, i'm ridiculously dedicated to soccer that i'd feel guilty missing it. especially if we lost. so. yeah.

and i can't go to montauk with greg's family from friday-wednesday because i have a game on tuesday. and we're playing the last place team. if people think that coach's kids get benefits, you're all terribly wrong.

hopefully i'll talk my parents into letting me go for the weekend. if they don't, then that just sucks.

sorry for the completely emo entry, but it's time for me to go look for my soccer stuff. game tonight.

laters.

mood: happy music: tv ish.

wow. i really haven't updated this thang in over 2 or 3 months. things have been good though. no complaints.

it's summer, and that's freaking awesome.

11th grade is finally over & senior year here we come class of 2005. eeexxxciiiiteeeddd.

kristin mary turn 17 a few days ago. <3 happy birthday shaaawty. :)

just got back from a lovely day @ robert moses with steff kris & jax. our other link is mia because she has work a lot now in maces. booo. ;( miss you leelee. <3<3<3.

we met justine kristin and kim there. :) they're so cool. it's awesome that our grade is getting closer by the second. yay. :).

i think im gonna go shower off the beach & get ready for whatever goes on tonight.

i think i'm hanging out with my gregory. <3<3 oh, how i looove him.

i probably won't update for another year so yeaaaaa.

toodles. :)

mood: tired music: old school destiny's child. hahah<3

haha whoops. good thing i haven't updated in like a year. yeep.

i'll update-cha on my weekend.

nothing happened friday since the SATs were saturday morning. i went to bed at 10 o'clock though and that's awesome.

then the SATs sucked. i think they're supposed to though? i've never heard someone come out of that test saying "oh my god, i did so well"      ..so yeah. it's all good.

lalaa then afterwards kim (pernice) & i went to the beach for like an hour and hung out and talked about everything. i haven't done that with her in a while and it was awesome. :).

then i went to soccer practice ..instead of going to work @ A&F? yes. good thing it was going to be my first time working there and i had to say no. oh well, if they want me to work, maybe next time they'll give me more notice than an hour.

then after a hysterical practice, i went home and showered, got ready and picked up greg. :) then we realized that we wanted to go out but nothing was really going on so we went to lee's house and made her come out. :) haha then i parked at her house and cruised in the jeep. lisa is awesome at stick shift. wooo.

lalala so after we went to starbucks, goood times. then we picked up steffer and drove around some more. hahah oh what a night.

then i dropped off my baaaby at his house and steff at home cause shes sick. ;( feel better losaaaa.

leelee slept over that night and we were gonna go to the special olympics thing the next morning, but i was crappy out so we didn't go. :)

kristin i love you. smile darling; you're awesome. things will get better. <3.

theen today, leelee & i picked up krissy and went to get mother's day gifts at the mall. :) always a good time. even though i always pick out the corny cards. damnit. :P

theeeen i came home and went out with dinny.!! i<3thatgirl. she's always so much fun to be around.

haha and then i came home and greg and steff invited to me to bajaa with them, so i went there too. :D not gonna lie, i had a really awesome sunday. especially since i had no homework; and that rarely happens. wooo.

lalala. alright i'm so tired and it's only 9pm. i think i'm gonna start the school week off well and go to bed by 10. :)

mmmmhm.

*later guys

mood: excited music: avril lavigne's new song.

so er has told me that i'm great at updating this thing. i think everyone would agree, right?        ..yeaa ok. :P.

so yeah, breaks over & school's back in action. nooot cool. we only had 3 days last week that went pretty fast and this week did too.

i passed my road test today. :) full license baaaby.

..now it's time for me to pick out a car; i'm excited. <3.

e-rose passed hers too!! wooo. :) she already has a car because she's just that damn cool though. <3

yeaaa, nothing really happens in school. blahblah.

it's 4th quarter; that rocks and sucks at the same time.

rocks  =the hardest year of high school is almost done.

sucks =still have SATs, ACTs and a shitload of regents.          </3.

iii need summer a lot. it's been beautiful outside; i love that. :)

i also love my boyfriend. haha he didn't go to gym because he wanted to say goodluck to me. <3 yeaa he's a cutie. :) :).

track sucks.

it would be terrible if i was without steff jackie & kim though. hahah we keep eachother going through those damn speedworkouts.

alright, time for me to go do a lootttta homework. later. ;).

mood: uncomfortable music: honey. :)

hey guys, hope everyone's having a great easter & passover. :).

kt's birthday was yesterday. :D happy 17th darlin.

so yeah, for her birthday a bunch of us went to molly blooms to watch dj play with his band and then headed over to baja for some dinner. good times. :) while we were at molly blooms nicole had to go move her car because it was one hour parking, so i went with herr. on the way, we had to stop since her madre called and then i got a call on my cell phone from my best friend in the whole entire world; stef. :) she's home finally. and she looks tan!! no, you did not misread that, stephanie judy wallman looks amazingly tan. <3. :D so yeah, nic and i went there and picked her up & she gave me my birthday present that she made me. hahaha. i love it so much.    <3<3.

then we went back to molly blooms but then it had just ended so we just went to baja. mmm caesar wrap. yum. yeah so it was a fun time with them, hope ya had an awesome birthday kt.  :).

then after that, my parents were bowling with steffs, so steff greg & i walked back to gregs. hahah i don't know what i'd do without those two, they just know me way too well. love you both more than words could explain.

aaand for easter today my aunt & uncle and cousins went away so i'm just hangin' around over here. which is better in a way because i don't feel well       </3. ;(. hopefully my stomach/ovaries will stop hurting soon so i can go to the d'espositos for a little easter-ish. :).

<3<3 alright, i think i'm gonna go watch another movie & lay down.

later guys ;).

mood: productive music: dashboard.

hahah i changed my whole background & stuff, hope ya like itttt. <3 haha i really am such a nerd.

so yeah, i really suck at updating, i'm not gonna lie. ;).

vvaaaacation. yeah it's been nice.     ..double ear infection & tummy aches suck though. </3.

greg passed his road test about a week ago. :) yaaay  <3<3.

blaaah so what have i done lately? oh yeaa. fam partay for my mom's & my birthday. ( i got it right this time steena. :P ) greg came, & i introduced him to my whole family. :) he's such a cutie. <3.

that's all i remember from that night. then the next day greg picked me up and we went to the mall for a littleee. :) haha i'm not used to him being able to drive. <3 but yeah, after we went to wendys. <3<3<3. iii love food. :) theeeennn after we were retards in wendys, we went back to his house and hung out there for a while. i love him. :)

lalaaa don't remember what happend inbetween here.

then 2 days ago my mom dropped me off at leelee's house before she went to the hospital to visit my nana. <3. we just hung out for a while, watched honey since lee never did before, and painted our nails while we waited for kris to come. krisssy got a cute little nose stud by the way. iii like it duc. :) then we made fries and they rocked. mmmmm.

aand then deanna came over when she came back from the mall with one of her friends. haha and the 3 of us weren't ready at all, so she waited for us. :) haha kris & lee jumped in the shower and i just got ready, then we made our way over to baja. <3.

hahaha. i spilled a little salsa on lisa's shirt just like she predicted i would. iii stink. ;(. sorry leelee.

deanna had a coughing fit and everyone was quite entertained by it since they were staring for 10 minutes. hahah. *whooooop*     ..kristin, you're a loser.

then we went to carvel and proceeded to visit nicole. good to see you're recovering nicely dear. <3.

then kris went home to hang out with eric, i went back to lee's & and dee went to friendlys to meet up with alex & kiersten. :)

theeenn last night, ash kai & krisi came over *with starbucks* <3<3 and we showed eachother our prom dresses. mmm then ash tried some of my other ones on for senior prom. :) she found 2 that looks pretttty on her. :)

then kris & lee came soon after and we hung out and talked. we're all good at that, ya know. :). and of course we ate because my mom felt the need to give us 10 pounds of food. haha how can ya pass that up?    :). good times.

then kai ash & krisi went home and lee and kris slept over. i had a good talk with kris while lee was getting her one hour power nap.  <3. then we called our boys to say goodnight. :) we're losers. hahah. then when lee finally woke up, we went psycho. you know how we are.

...& then we all crashed on my bed. hahha. little crammed, but we were so tired from being retarded that we didn't feel like moving.

apparently in the middle of the night i woke them up and told them that my hair looks like boy george? <3<3. hahahha. i love how i don't remember doing that.

aah. good times. :)

then yeah, when we woke up lee's mom called because they forgot she had to babysit all day, so the three of us had some cake & then they left.

aaand i just watched dawson's creek & cleaned out my entire room. i was productive.  ..for once. :P

yeaaaaa, this was a really long entry. whoops. :)

*laater guys. :)

mood: sore music: old backstreet boys!! hahahahah. i'm a loser</3.

haha haven't updated in so long. oops :\.

but yeah let's go through what i remember.

monday was chris & i's birthday :) yay!! 17 years old.       ..without licenses. <3 gotta love it. time for that road test date to start comin' closer. yeeea. but i had an awesome birthday. <3<3 thanks to everyone. love you aaaall. :).

dont remember tuesday and wednesday.

thursday was the national honor society induction thing. aka the biggest waste of time. haha i definitely needed those 2 hours to do my homework, butttt after the ceremony i went to friendlys with steff kai ash & kim anyway :). mm heath bar crunch<3.

yeah so homework was death after friendlys, but i ended up going to bed at 130. not too bad.

then friday was the day before vaaacaaaation!! :) haha so i had a few quizzes & tests, ya know, the usual. and then jackie steff and i almost got ourselves kicked off of track :) hahah thaaaat was fun. schepan loves us , i swearrr.     ..and i'm completely kidding.

then after jax dropped me off at home and we just talked for 2 hours without even realizing it. haha good times.

then that night i went for pizza with steff since she was leaving for dominican republic today. WITHOUT ME. :(. haha miss ya hermi-o.

hah then i get a call @ 11 from the boooy driving around to see where i was after he hung out with chris & some guys.  :) but i was on my way home & completely exhausted from getting 4 hours of sleep the night before.

i miss kimberlie lacci!! she went to florida. ;(. damn all these people that are gonna get tan. :P. only kidding, hope you have a great time. : )

and yeah, today was the smithtown -vs- smithtown game. sucky situation, sucky game. ya know the deal. </3.

aaalright, time for a shower & cleaning since i've got the fam comin' over tonight to celebrate my mom & i's birthday. greg's coming too i think. :).     <3<3.

NO JOYCE BENSON TOMORROW. or the week after.!! :) :) i'm so excited. <3.

*erica you better have a freaking awesome time in london. and have fun with the drinking age being 16. wooooo.

yeaaaa i've gotta go.

mood: lazy music: starting line; hold on.

thenwhat06:    is your icon from you in the OFFICE?

yes, yes it is. :) haha props to christoph for that picture.

today is march 27th, better known as:

erica rose's 17th birthday :)

don't get too drunk you loser, i need to make retarded jokes with you and monica in j-benson's SAT class. :P haha only kiddin, have an awesome birthday darlin. :).

aaah so yeah, i had soccer practice @ 1130 todayy. yay barrage<3<3. we have a home game tomorrow @ 130, everybody better be there ;).

haha & then after soccer i came home, did some SAT work and fell asleep. very productive, i know. :)

i think i'm actually gonna go back to that work, i have a lot lefttt. :\. yuuuk.

but guesss what?

christooopher hotzak & i turn 17 in 2 days. :) haha i remember the day we found out that we had the same birthday in 8th grade when i was managing volleyball. good times. :P

prom planning sucks by the way. :) i don't like anything about it, but hopefully everything will work out <3.

this entry is preeeetttty pointless. but that's k.

i'm gonna go do some work now, see ya guys. ;)

*your movements echo that i have seen the real thing. <3.     mmm :).